I see further...

I sometimes squirm when I read back some posts & think about where the writer must have been at that point in his journey. 

Many times, I don't recognise the asshole who wrote them. *Prefer* not to recognise him, or recognise him all too well. 

You see? 

Anyway, enough of this painfully self indulgent, naval-gazing. 

Despite receiving some fairly rough treatment at the hands of my professional (and societal, it now seems-Ed) "betters" - I'm going to keep it vague for all kinds of reasons - has led me to "reevaluate" a few things. 

That's "reevaluate" as opposed to just talking & writing about being critically self-reflective. It's just weird that it often takes a jolt in my horrendous complacency to get me to really stop a moment and look at what the Hell's really going on. 

Anyway... Duh.... Sunday? No... Monday...