I'd like to thank you for reading me, in the 9th year of this peculiar experiment, initially conducted as attempting to model the "construct" of #gonzo as an art form - but now appears, thanks to the various interactions made possible by it, to have blossomed into a fine, learning vehicle, as well as small interest-group, art "school", gang of art outlaws, however you see it.
This Prof helped me with my doctoral directions, to exploit what I was "seeing" in the historical context of what occured, particularly between 2008 and 2013, which I was writing about, at the time.
She was saintly in her "management" of this mentally-ill, freak before her. She interviewed me, for this doctoral qualification they were seeking to establish, decided I was okay, and appeared interested in my proposed, educational construct of #gonzo. I thought I was really into something, at the time, but couldn't really get my head around what it was, I was dealing with.
I was waking up, to the harsh vision of seeing a society, that was being driven for the benefit of others who possessed huge wealth and privilege, and the rest of us were basically being fu¢ked over, expended, valorised into flames, so that this completely unjust state of affairs could be maintained.
I'd been concerned with this, first hand, and noted, in the environments I served, that much of what we as academics were doing, seemed to be a bit of a game (verging, sometimes on racket).
Some "customers" appeared to be complying with some of what they considered to be a not so good, or particularly useful "product", on the implicit understanding that they'd get the award, for which they'd paid.
I think, this state of affairs has been going on for a long time in UK Higher Education, because students didn't have to pay so much, for what was a well-earned path to relative riches.
However, the dastardly fee-change, implemented by the UK Con-Dem govt, which saw in September 2012, the first batch of undergraduates paying £7-9k per year, in fees. I only taught one semester that year and then were really easy-going, and happy with what what I was doing.
I had struggled to adjust to an environment that seemed to function more in accordance with what people fancied doing, than what was strategically expedient for the accomplishment of the mission of the organisation. This is something that I still don't understand.
People seemed to think that success was dependent on controlling the politics, not on doing the work. In the middle of it, some did do good work.
So, I'm recounting some memories of those days. In the middle of it, I hatched something innovative, that might ignite hearts, beneath the frozen facade of the dull, all-encompassing conditioning of this age.